New Era

Tonight was Jimmy Fallon's first show on the Tonight Show.  Will Smith and U2 came along for the ride.  They played on Top of the Rock and then acoustically on stage. 

I just reread my last post.  I am very insightful.  Laugh.
For the last while I've been going through hell.  Physically, emotionally, mourning all the pain and suffering I have been through.

I had to stand up for myself at work after some layoffs and then a restructuring plan where I got the sh*t end of the stick again by being removed from the Shoe Department and into what is called Replenishment.  I said no.  When asked what I wanted I did not hesitate to say I wanted to finally be on the Customer Service Desk (CSD) where I belong.  My body cannot take the hauling and lifting and walking any more!  They agreed.  However, we will see what happens.

Seth moves with Fred to the 12:30 spot after Jimmy's show.  It has all changed.  Lorne is now the Executive Producer of all three shows.  Next year will be the 40th Season of SNL.  We have made it this far.

I'm not sure what all this means.  I haven't felt well for a while and pray I heal.  I just needed to write it down so I remember.  I have so many memories of the show and my time there.  I think I have to change from being a survivor to a former survivor so I can start living.