This weekend Bruce Willis and Katy Perry performed on Saturday Night Live.
Highlights are "Boys Dance Party" and Katy Perry's "Walking on Air" performance.
I feel like and did go through a wormhole, best term I can think of, as life has changed dramatically in the last while.
Highlights:
Lorne and Sophie, the levels we are at now
Realizing I am wanted and loved and I want and love
Laptop! A computer, a tool, to help me on my journey
Just keep going, perform well, be well, live well, and eventually die well.
I need to work on clearing my skin, getting my body (through dance, yoga, nutrition, etc.) in the best shape.
Get through the remaining roadblocks of ill-health, sorrow, loss, confusion, and be the best Janet I can be.
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Progress
This has been a rough year. And there have been some rough ones. Finally, I am making progress.
In February (2013) the house at Bluejay was sold, my tv stopped working, my heater stopped working, and I had been ill with flu. It all worked out. I still live here in the apartment, I still have my job at Sears, and I am in contact with family again.
I recently got the little heater I needed for this winter 2013/2014, got a little tv/dvd player for $15, and today....today...I finally got a laptop. Years off-line, except for the Library and Career Centre, have been rough. Now I can pay my rent by banking on-line, can look for jobs, keep current, find another place if I have to move suddenly, and have access to learning and information.
As a previous computer advanced literate person I felt a lot of apprehension and fear. Thanks to a kind young man just starting at the store I felt comfortable being a geek with a Capitol G again. Laugh.
My parents came through for me by giving me some money. I knew I needed it. Last year I held off and regretted it. Not only for the reasons above...I feel like myself when I'm on a computer, typing. Maybe it is because I'm left handed, prefer a keyboard.
I am so grateful to my family, friends, God, myself for this. I have tools now. This gives me options and opportunity.
In February (2013) the house at Bluejay was sold, my tv stopped working, my heater stopped working, and I had been ill with flu. It all worked out. I still live here in the apartment, I still have my job at Sears, and I am in contact with family again.
I recently got the little heater I needed for this winter 2013/2014, got a little tv/dvd player for $15, and today....today...I finally got a laptop. Years off-line, except for the Library and Career Centre, have been rough. Now I can pay my rent by banking on-line, can look for jobs, keep current, find another place if I have to move suddenly, and have access to learning and information.
As a previous computer advanced literate person I felt a lot of apprehension and fear. Thanks to a kind young man just starting at the store I felt comfortable being a geek with a Capitol G again. Laugh.
My parents came through for me by giving me some money. I knew I needed it. Last year I held off and regretted it. Not only for the reasons above...I feel like myself when I'm on a computer, typing. Maybe it is because I'm left handed, prefer a keyboard.
I am so grateful to my family, friends, God, myself for this. I have tools now. This gives me options and opportunity.
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