A Year Since Her Death

It has been a year (May 21, 2007) since Puddy's death - one that hit hard and I was not prepared for.
I am 42 years old. People think I have regrets but I don't. All the choices I made were to help humanity and I have sacrificed. If I had not chosen to save lives and only thought of myself I would have what people consider to be a great life, yet I know what a great life really is. It is knowing you did your best.
My name is Janet and I am a clairvoyant. I have used this ability to shape and form a world we live in, a better one than we faced. People fight this, of course, only seeing what's in it for them.
I was given a gift of time with someone I loved and I will cherish it even though it has passed.
My future is wide open now. There are children that may wish to seek me out, people that want me in their world.
There have been Beatles and dancing, learning to talk, speak, walk, raised by the world and protection from harm. There have been lovers and mentors and parents and children and pets.