Weekend

Just taking it easy after a week of feeling rundown.

Watched the season opener of Saturday Night Live last night. It was ok. I think I spotted Sophie, Lorne's daughter in a pumpkin sketch and Lorne did a backstage pretape with the host Lebron James (basketball player Cavaliers). It seemed like a tall vs. short set-up.

I wasn't sure whether to watch it. I have been grieving Puds. Thinking about my days at Saturday Night Live and wondering where I fit in, if at all. I feel good having my own money, being able to buy what I need and continue to rebuild. Sometimes it still feels overwhelming, but I'm not going to push myself too hard.

Paul wrote back. I was happy to hear from him. School is going well and he's having fun.

I seem more concerned about getting myself prepared for the cold weather, getting things I need (feeling normal) and finding things to do so I don't get to feel cooped up or trapped here. Going to go for a walk, feed the birds a half bag of food I have left, get some sun (Vit D) and fresh air. A slight gum infection has been bothering me, but I think I have it beat.

Just have to keep busy.....plan....consider....save some money...stay organized...keep working and I'll be alright.

Just Checking In

Not much happening. Not felt well for a few days.
Just getting through work and survivin.

Going Well

Hello,

Finished another week of work. Feeling grief and went shopping yesterday. Got a couple of beautiful sweaters, a music box that plays "If I were a Rich Man" - a musical I've loved since a child - and has some details about treasured memories, some decor items to make my room feel more like a home.

I found on the Net that on Oct. 30, A&E are releasing Saturday Night Live Biography. Looking forward to that and have a pict on my wall of the artwork.

Work is ok, on track. I need to concentrate on balancing the rest of my time - my diet, my sleep, meditation, exercise.

Busy, Busy, Busy

Ok, so today was weird. Soph had a car accident. Fortunately not serious and no one was hurt.
The fridge leaked water all over the place and the toilet overflowed. I was on mop duty.
Funny thing is, I brought my pom and tangerine fruitopia today instead of water.

Learning a lot at work. We will be changing over to Sage Business Vision soon. Someone mentionned that software to me years ago, but I can't remember who.

The owner/pres had me mail out an interesting letter today. I still think I know these people from somewhere.

Watched the Emmy's on Sunday night and have seen picts of Lorne. He looks very pleased with their Conan and 30 Rock wins. Bizarre...live.com has his house...yes his house on satellite for all to see. Feel bad, that is the down side of fame, no privacy.

Concentrating on my health. Bought coral calcium with magnesium and Vit D for the winter. Focusing no relaxing, breathing, being balanced. Have had some "psychic" flashes - linked to Brent. Think of Puds when I can and have to get myself to have a life outside of work - the balance.

What a Busy Week!

Well, it's been busy this week. Getting up to speed at work.
Gorgeous weather, although this weekend they are calling for colder temps.
Got some new clothes. A nice shirt with a butterfly insignia (striped) and some fleece vests. Still working on the sweater collection. At least it's a cheap yet useful hobby.
I have gained some weight (good) and feel like I'm stronger physically (another good sign).

Paul E-mailed!

Yeah!! Got an e-mail from Paul today, replied and he e-mailed again.
Sounds like school is disorganized at his end.
He said me YouTube page was AWESOME and I obviously had too much time on my hands. Laugh :)
I have a cool friend.

Another Week, Another Weekend

The short week is over. Doing OK. Prob just allergy season, soon be over.
Have to find things to do so I don't get bored.

Another Good Day :)

I Just noticed this in the News:

SNL Music available at Target - CD Elements include:
1. Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend
2. Kelly Clarkson - Since U Been Gone
3. Foo Fighters - Best Of You
4. Arctic Monkeys - I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor
5. P!nk - Trouble
6. Nausea - Beck
7. Dave Matthews - Save Me
8. The Shins - Phantom Limb
9. The Strokes - You Only Live Once
10. Maroon 5 - Harder To Breathe
11. Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out

Mid Week Already

Things are going well. Getting to work on time, even woke up an hour early today.

My computer was upgraded and so I'm fiddling with that and learning.

Lorne has some speaking engagement with Michael P. of MP tonight.

Paul's Off to University

The end of the long weekend. Had a good rest. Enjoyed a sub.
Said bye to Paul the lifeguard. Hopefully, he'll e-mail.
Just checking in and getting ready for work.

The Long Weekend

It's the Labour Day Weekend.

Yesterday, I talked with Paul (Keyes?) the lifeguard. He's leaving after Monday to go to University. Met his dog and Mom momentarily. Then I went clothes shopping and got some Bugle Boy jeans, a top, a brown skirt I wanted and a great sports bag for carrying my stuff to work and back. All for $28 and change. Woo Woo.

Did a laundry load for the bed, which was hard because I had put it off with Puds dying. (Didn't want to erase her presence) Part of the grieving process I guess. Today I'm doing two loads (in now) of clothes so I'll be set for the week. I feel the freedom of having my own money/resources again and keep feeling the message of "pay yourself first".